Cloudy eyes

This is my grandad's adopted stray cat. I don't think she has a name. She comes for food, but she's still part wild. We think she has some sort of pedigree in her, for her partly colour pointed face.
She sometimes disappears for months on end, only to come back skin and bone to be fed up again. Right now she's very fat
She is shy and this is my first picture of her.

The title comes from the fact I can't think of anything and I've been reading Erin Hunter's 'Warrior Cats'.
As Bluestar said to Rusty before he was apprenticed:
"You must either live with us and respect our ways, or return to your Twoleg place and never come back. You cannot live with a paw in each world."